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Let the butterfly sleep


Let the butterfly Love


K a m i


{Ugly}

Name: Totchemi
Nicknames: Totchi,toshimomma,Emi.
Age: 15
Country: USA (Japan in my head)
Gender: Female (sadly)
Loves: That certain someone.
Is: Pansexual.

{K a m i}
I made this layout because Kami is one of my greatest friends. I love him dearly. A nd he knows i do. He's always there for me when i feel like breaking. He's there to c atch my fall. And for that, i thank him.Th ough i couldn't use his current look i decided to use this one. I do love him.He truly is like my little brother. Love you lots Kami!

{+}
Bondage.Whips.Chains. Leather.Asians.Jrock. Biting.Kissing.Groping. S&M.Abusive people.Gra phics.Butterflies.Drink ing.Pink.green.blue.red white.black.gray.Leather. anything tight.Jpop.Girls boys.Trangendered people. .hide.

{-}
Conceited people.Fangirls. People in general.

{Kao}
Kaoru and i have known eachother for a long while. She's a really great friend of mine, and more. I can tell her anything and everything and she'll g ive me good advice. I love this girl. I really do. And i hope her and i know eachother for all eternity.

{Bands}
+Dir en grey
+Pierrot
+L'arc~en~Ciel
+Malice Mizer
+hide
+X-Japan
+MUCC
+Nightmare
+Vidoll
+ +D'espairsRay+ +Hyde
+Morning Musume
+Minimoni
+BoA
+T.M.Revolution
+White berry
+Avril Lavigne
+Simple Plan
+Linkin Park
+KoRN
+Disturbed
+Murderdolls
+Slipknot
+Hiro
+Klaha
+Kana
+Luci'fer Luscious Violenoue
+Miyavi
+Gackt
+NIN
+Utada Hikaru
+The Beatles


{<3}
Miya is my darling Son that i am proud to state about. <33 I love him so very much <3. Hes one of my bestestestest friends ever! Love you ,Miya! (Ahaha Yes Miya is a GIRL, but likes to be known as Die And she isnt really my daughter:P)

{<3Kyo<3}
Kyo (sammi) and i go way back then. And he deserves a spot on here, because i love him. When i was a stu pid little bitch teen, he is what snapped me out of it because i was hurting him. Though it hurts that him and i are not as close as we used to be, i'm stil l glad to be a part of his life. I want him to be ha ppy no matter what. Even if it means me dying. he i s always gonna have a place in my heart, no matter w hat. And no one can change that. . . . To you..Kyo <3

{Kiss}

Miya

Tro

Kaoru

Kyo

Miya

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-[Since i cant post comments in 'syoufu']-
Step One
- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal so that the holiday joy will spread.


Step Two
- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.
There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

My Wishlist:
1:To go to japan with kami, and have a total blast.
2:Have a whole set of Mucc/Dir en grey/Miyavi/Pierrot icons made for me, from video clips.
3:To talk to hideko
4:To meet someone from LJ
5:Kyo's New Poem Book
6:For Ver Verto pay attention to only me.<3.
7:More Dir en grey DVD's
8:Miyavis Movie
9:X Japan Last live on CD
10: To have christmas cards sent to me <3.
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I am moving LJ's Again!!

Add : [info]_________syoufu to your friends list! I'll delete this lj on december 1st <3.
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New layout.Again XD

gomen. I saw this Kami picture and had to make it :x

i love it.

check it out homies :X
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YAY I love mornings

but its so fucking cold outside..
i'll have to wear like six thousand jackets.
I gotta ask albert if hes gonna stand with my in my friends thing..

bleh.

hes real cute^^..

Hm.

I miss you tro ;-;.. And kei..and many people that lovee meee ?XD;

Uhm..

k

time to check rpg journals <3.
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I am making 1,000 cranes for miyavi If you would LIKE to participate, please leave the following :

Name:
Country:
Wish:

And i'll make a crane for you.Thank you.
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[ mood | I'm a Whore ]

__________te (2:19:23 PM): How about I say " When and where? " and you just do what I say ?
xDruqxAddiction (2:19:50 PM): ....


His words break me down each time..

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[ mood | aggravated ]

I'm crying because my fucking LAYOUT ISNT WORKING .because FUCKING LJ DECIDES TO GO AND DELETE SOME OF the cODES and i cant fix it,and now i'm crying because i've been trying to figure this fucking shit out all fucking day.

I cant do this.

fuck this. FUCK YOU LJ.


THANK YOU SO MUCH DIE - KUN <33

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New Layout. Fear it bitches XD;
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Totally jrock
I'm TOTALLY jrock. Like. Totally.


How Jrock are You?
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a; Choose 15 people from your friends list at random
b; Write something about/to each of them
c; Don't tell anyone who the statements are about. Good or bad. No matter how they beg ~~ Screw that rule XD
{ :x.. I have lots to say about these 15 peeps :X)

Is it..YOU? )
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OKAY

I'm going to make 1,000 paper cranes..because of this :

"Legend says that if you fold one thousand paper cranes, someone's wish will come true.

Regardless of that legend, if people from every corner of the world were to make their

own wish, and those wishes and their names, and countries were written on each crane,

and sent.. how much would that mean?


Note: The band could use a little encouragement.
Why?: Following the release of the album Vulgar, and the drop out of their usual and noted Visual Kei image, Dir en grey have gotten the short end of the stick. Now, there is a difference between Foreign fandom and Japanese fandom. Most of you will remember the critism that ensued over the loss of the kei image, as well as the crowd surfing ban. Go, [JrockNYC] and his reveiws at the current time, as well as his extreme outlook, are a perfect example of how bad it was in Japan as opposed to the US and other countries.
The state of decline in Dir en grey's fanbase was rapid and vicious, fans were reported to have sent the band letters demanding that they break, reviewists wrote Kyo off as 'tone deaf'. A huge percentile of fans were lost. And lyrics like this [R to the Core-Vulgar album] were lost on the few loyal, and the ones who'd turned.

R TO THE CORE
Lyrics: Kyo Music: Dir en grey

You're the one that's stupid.
You're a pig; acting all honest
but you hide your true self.
Can't hear anything. Can't feel anything.
This is a place of contradiction.

My heart screamed out,
you make fun of me
like you make fun of my dead left ear.

I know everyone isn't like that,
but I can't accept everything.
So I still, even now scream out in a hoarse voice
to all you rotten people...

There is an answer,
so writhe in agony
and let your will to live come out.
Everyone's the same once they sin.


Almost every song on the album speaks of betrayl and is an obvious ploy at it. Fans accused them of selling out. The fatalistic approach continues right down to Saku. Dir en grey appealed to the foreign fans after Vulgar, for most obvious reasons.
A recent supposed message from Kyo to the Japanese fans:

my voice is dead
my heart is dead
my emotions are dead
my heart is dead
there's no one inside me
rather than living with a smile
reality...


.... =\

Myself and my friend are working on a project, she'll be folding one thousand paper cranes. We'll send them to Diru, to show our encouragement, and approval.
Please, anyone who wants to help, all you have to do, is give the following to be written on the cranes.

Name:
Country:
Wish for Diru:

Thank you for your time.
"

Yes. I support dir en grey even through their changes because i'm loyal.

I'm gonna make 1,000.Anyone with meee? ..i dont think anyone is.. <<;
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I hate this.
You're all i think about now.
Everyday in my mind.
I hardly speak to you
But you are there.
why?
Our ...we have nothing.
yet you pop into my mind.
Your personality clinging to me tightly.
I think of Die and just think of you.
And now i want to scream.

I don't like thinking of you. It hurts to do so.
I have someone.
But you are still in my mind.

I want to just hold onto you forever.

Get out of my head.. is all i beg.
But you wont listen..you'll never go away...
Dream of butterflies

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IMMA MAKE A NEW HOT LAYOUT :OO
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[110904 @]
I'm not grounded anymore XD my mom felt bad.
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I'm starting to like die>>;

Not..DIE ..like..my friend die..
but..

Die from Dir en grey^^;;..-cough-.
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I'm happy :D
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New layout featuring teh punk princess : Avril Lavigne ^^.

I'm actually proud of this one oo;.
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Shut my eyes and go to sleep.

I'm unperfect in your eyes
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3 Words baby.

I LOVE AVRIL!

that concert Sooo fun!

I met three new people x3.
And i lost my voice from screaming the lyrics / screaming period.

imma go now. i'm sleepy. Ja.

(P.s- I got like 200 dollars worth of shit XD go me.)
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welpers. Todays the concert for Avril Lavigne.
I do not know if i will get on tonight.
Straight from school we're going to the place xx; cause it starts at7:00..but since we have standing front row, whomever gets there first
gets to be in the way front.

And i dont know exactly how long the concert will be.
If shes singing all the songs from both albums, i could prolly
be there till 10..or so.
And i dont know if i'll get on^^; If i'm too tired i'll more than
likely just post in LJ and thats it.

Welp.

Love ye all <3.
Dream of butterflies

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